Sunday, April 17, 2011

Day 4: Whew cutting it close tonight!!!

Just got back from the movies with the kids and while I was driving there we were detoured because of Tornado damage. Unfortunately the neighborhood we were detoured into had extensive damage, one house was completely GONE. The only thing left was a lone toilet standing in the middle of the concrete foundation. It was heart wrenching to see. But an opportunity to let my children pray for some one they did not know...but God knows. Tonight as we readied for bed and said our prayers we talked about picking one thing to be thankful for in her prayer tonight... and o you know she said the weather, all the weather, not just the good, but all of it.

My Prayer today....Lord allow me to be thankful in ALL situations...knowing that you alone have a perfect plan! I love you Lord!

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Day 3: So far so good!!!

So I am going to share something a little more lighthearted today. So last Sunday we are headed home from church and I always try to talk to the kids about what they are learning. This month they are focusing on humility.
So I asked them what was going on during theater which is when all of the grade school kids are in the gym for praise and worship and usually a skit of some kind.....so Connor pipes up and say well it was Peter and Jesus and some other guys at a big table.....to which I replied, knowing he was talking about the last Supper with the passover meal, what were they doing at the table Buddy......He smiled proudly and stated "They were eating a LEFTOVER meal!"
Too Funny I laughed and gently corrected him that it was the PASSOVER meal...but how precious!

My prayer today...Lord let my heart always be light and joyful, ever open for the little joys you send my way. Let me always be able to laugh easily and enjoy this precious life and children that I have!!! I love you Lord and you have greatly blessed me!

Friday, April 15, 2011

DAY 2: Blogging for 30 days straight...can I do it!!!!

Did you know that it takes 30 days to create a habit...but for a mom it takes more!!!! Big shocker....I am convinced that I am exempt from this and my brain just does not create habits!!!
So I have to share that after my post yesterday.. I got up this morning to get in the Word and pray with my husband, and after reading Colossians 2, we read an evangelical commentary, just to reach a clearer understanding and to delve deeper into God's word. God is so good and this was in my commentary which is one directed for women and written by two women.

Heart to Heart: Avoiding the Bondage of Legalism

In your attempts to be the "perfect" woman, whether as a wife, mother, church member,or employee, often you impose upon yourself a personal list of "regulations" and "human commands". Failing to achieve these super-human standards can become a source of much anxiety and grief. Although it is not easy, you as believers need to free yourselves from these bonds of legalism for, as Colossians 2:23 says, they are not of any value. If God's grace has given you eternal life, then why do you attempt to live that life by your rules? Having been saved by grace you must live by grace. Instead of looking to your own fabricated standards of "perfection" which no one on earth could attain, you must look to Christ. He has fulfilled all of God's laws on your behalf so that you do not have to meet the standards of the law and He lives eternally to empower you day by day with his grace and mercy.

Whew...boy did I need to hear that. He is so faithful to fill our needs. This I think is probably my biggest struggle. Living in my own self subjected world of "perfection" measuring myself against others instead of against the Word of God. Making sure to seek His mercy and know that I am enough only when I am in Him who is ALL!

Lord My Prayer Today: That you Lord would reassure me constantly, that I live in your grace and mercy. That I am enough in you!!! That when I try to hold my self up to my "LAW" I am taking away the POWER of your death on the cross for me! I Love you Lord, you are my God.

Thursday, April 14, 2011

I am really going to try and start doing this occasionally!!! I know some of you are laughing hysterically, but I really am aiming to be better about keeping up with this more for me than anyone else...Because I am sure I will be the only one reading it... so Dear Me!!!
Isn't it painful when you see your biggest weaknesses come out in glaring red in your children, and as you are walking through this behavior with them...that little voice (aka The Holy Spirit) says Um Stacee ...Tap Tap Tap...Um Stacee you do realize that this is your weakness also. Why do you think they do it!!! They see you do it! Uck!!! I pray constantly for the Lord to illuminate these areas in me, but when He does...boy do I fight it.

But Lord I know I lose my patience, but I am a mom of 3.

But Lord I know that I am sometimes ungrateful...but what about all the times I am grateful!

But Lord I know that I procrastinate, but I just have SOOOOO much going on!

But Lord I know that my words may be hurtful, but I am so tired, frazzled, frustrated and the list goes on.

And the Lord reminds me " I am with you, I don't expect you to do it without me( sidenote: you can't) I love you. I want the best for you. I am not the god of all this confusion, I am Peace, Self control, Kindness, Love. I want to grow these things in you, but it will take time and it is going to hurt.... a lot at times.....but I am with you and I love you. "

PS Your children well their sinners too!

My Prayer Lord today.... Let me be more like you everyday, Let me BE love to my children, Let me BE kindness to those around me, Let me BE peace in a world that has none. Thank you Lord for my precious children...all of which I do not deserve. Thank you for my loving husband...which I definately do not deserve. But thank you most of all for your gace and mercy and sacrifice for me and my DIRTY soul. I love you fully! Amen!

Friday, January 2, 2009




Fine I Will BLOG Already!!!!!

Please forgive this busy Mommy from not Blogging like I should. We are at the one year milestone of being at Seminary and wow God is so good. It has not been without its challenges, its sadness, its struggles and its victories. Through it all God has walked beside us all the way. We lost another baby this year, but we're given a new appreciation for the healthy, happy children we have. We have continued to petition God on the sale of our house, but it has become an opportunity to share our testimony of God's provision. We have watched our children begin to become big preschoolers, going to school where mommy teaches. Skylar has asked lots of questions this Christmas about baby Jesus, it has given us a great opportunity to share God greatest gift with her. She is still so young, but what an opportunity to plant that seed daily. Connor potty trained and is as boy as boy can be. He climbs everything, jumps off everything and just plain goes!! Dwight has enjoyed his first year of classes, and excitedly shares his knowledge with me on a daily basis. What a joy to have a husband that loves His Lord and desires nothing more than to serve Him. I just love him!!! What a man. Please continue to keep our family in your prayers and that God will make Himself known to us daily!!! I will attempt to get better at this, but no promises!!!!!!

Monday, May 26, 2008

Happy Memorial Day

Well, we had a blast!!! Today we had a little get together with lots of the neighbors. We grilled out and watched the kids play in the pools. Unfortunately, they just mowed the grass a couple of days ago and there were grass pices everywhere. By the time the kids had gotten in and out of the water they were a mess and so was the water to say the least. I bought a little pool with a slide at wal-mart and a water sprinkler as well. Rachel and Dan brought their pool over and their play
slide, the adults had the bright idea to place the slide into the water over the edge of the pool. Needless to say even the adults could not resist!!! What a hit!! Our next door neighbor Kyle played kid wrangler in the pool, and our other neighbor Nick played the line security guard, so the little ones all had a chance. Daddy even got in on the action when he got done with school. Poor Daddy summer school started today. It was a hit and all the kids are still asleep, probably most of the parents too. It is so great that the kids have all these new frinds right here!! What a blessing. What a great way to spend Memorial Day!! Hope all are doing well, please forgive the lateness of the new Blog! Connor's big day is tommorow hope that you will visit the blog soon, I hope to do a special post for him for his Big 3 year old Birthday!! Where does the time go and Skylar is growing like a weed too. God Bless and PLEASE PLEASE KEEP IN TOUCH!!